ok im new to this..i dunno wut to say..so yeah!!!update soon!!cioz
this is my second edit..its tuesday morning...11.45 for ur info..ermm..well...for a start of a day..its really remarkable..lol...woke up at 9 today..tot of jogging...realase all the stress i had...all the memories of him..got up..den change..my tummy was aching...but i didnt bother...den warm up..wen off wit my mp3 playa...den..i ran n ran n ran..wen the songs FAR AWAY came up..i ran even more...i chudnt stop..i wanted to cry..but i held it!!i held it bu running more..i noe i wass outta breath..but i didnt noe wut hadhit me..i just kept on running...den after i realise..i didnt noe whr was i....damn tire.d.my tummy was aching like shyt..i wantd to faint..i sat beside the road..near the drain..tot of takin a cab home..but i had no cash..den suddenyl..i i rly tot i was gonna faint on da road..my heart was beating like mad..i chudnt breath..den i prayed to god..let me walk home den..give me the strengtn...den i chudnt even walk a mile..i ask a lady fro help..whetehr she chud send me home..and she being a kind sole..she did...i was suffeering.....never felt so pain in my life..she asked me whether do i nid to do to the clinic..i say its ok..she say i was very pale..i say i haf medicine at home..she drop me den..i walk in..i bang on the door..den..walk up wit my shoes..wen to the toilet..sat on the floor..i called the kak to bring me water..den i wanted to shower..i sat on the floor..and chundt move..sweating like mad..i noe i was dehydrating..i was cold..den i decided to call chee hoe..called him..he came wit billy su ann n wayne..yea..i noe..i m nto gonna say much lerh..didnt wanna see sumone though after wut happen..wut the heck la..i ate my medicine..took a shower and all..yupe...stupid huh...
i felt so dump sumhow...man im gonna quit smoking wei..haha..i use to be sssooooo athletic..now i cant even run 100M...wat the heck wei..=(...wen they left..i saw sumtng...she was wearing his beds...i just kept quiet...i didnt wanna say so much..my heart even tore more..but watever la..dun wann bother though...i remeber tokin to chee hoe..i said beofre i wanted to call him..i wanted to call don..i was suffering n my first tot was him...but i think n think..i was like..he whunt be bothered lerh...today...today i learn a lesooon...everything was clear..i was clear..yea i still feel crush..is till feel sad..but im gonna be ok..im gonna be fine..coz likfe goes on rite?even though i nearly died today out der...but i live rite??lol...haha..is till can aff abt this wei..lol..
anyways..i havent seenmy blog preview yet..coz jonz did it for me...so yea thx kay!!!!!muaks..i owe u loads...so yea...i gtg study now..ecosn tmrw..hehe..cioz ppl!!!!and thx to those hu came..really appreciated it...!!!=D
