omg!!its onli like
10.40 in the morning..monday morning blues dei..haha..dammit..i woke wit my back freakin painful dei!!i cant move that much..omg!!help!!!!..haha..whrs my foood!!!my yummy yummy fooodddd....mum mum!!!!yum yum..haha..=D..i abit the sot sotin the morning d dunno y..haha..
early morning tokin to jay and BH and ask them to intro guys to me wei..
DESPERATE SIAL!!!haha..but serious lo..the guy im wit now all got gurls d..sial betul ni!!!...im listenitng to my ipod..hmmm..u noe wut song..
'nobody knows it but me"...very nice song..thx jonz for introing it to me..haha....
gonna tudy chem today..aiyoo..chem wei..think abt it oso i wanna die d.haha..kenot kenot..another 2 more papers,,freedom!!haha...
FREEEE!!MERDEKA!!!!LOLL!!..
dmn whrs my parets wei..i nid my foood!FOOOOOOOODDD!!..lol..yay..todaybthe visitors goin back spore..im gonnahave my room back!!roooomm!M!!i miss u man!!haha..
okla..sotp crapping d..i uopdate sum other time..cioz
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hey its
9.02 pm..at nie..i finally actually finish my stupid chem..tmrw im gonna refresh and re study again..i mean..just go through..and do loads of excersice wei..i cant afford to flunk this exam..dammit la..
regretting taken sc now!!haha..tough like shiat man!!lol...im hungry!!!lol..dunno y...hungry nya....
was wathhing this chinese show at 2.30 today..haha..theres this line..it says.
girl 1::you dont want ppl to say i hop from guy to guy dun you..?girl 2::wat century are we in now..as long as u can froget the old and move on to the new..so wut..who are they to judge you..girl1::true also...end of convo..lol..(translated from canto to eng ok..)..
well i come to think abt it...wut it says it true..who is the others to say abt your love life..who are they to actually meddle in ur business...i remember wen i was in high sku..everytime this girl ditch the guy and suddnely go wit sumone else..then the girls in my sku will start saying..
"eee...dat girl is such a play girl..from one guy to another..."sumhow..sumtimes i get dmn irritated lo..i mean why whud u
wanna mind other ppls business..okla...u wanna gossip..gossip la..dun make it sound
till that girl dmn cheap like dat rite..so long shes not having 2 relationship at one time..so wut..it doesnt make her a crimnal rite...duhhh!!!...
she has move on its betta rite..y u jealous she can get so many guys u kenot izzit..lol...dmn stupid lo..i tell u..
malaysian sumtimes dmn shawllow minded one lo..
so wut if the gurl hang out wit one guy after a guy..so long she doesnt no anything bad..like kissing..and flirts wit another guy..and den makin out wit a thrid guy its ok rite
..flirting its our nature..its everywhr..sumtimes ppl misinterpret and say that girl is flirting while she is just being fwenly...i realy dun understand ppls mind sumhow..espeically among gurls..im a girl as well..but unlike sum gurls..'sum gurls'..which they start bitching oh..shes a
guy hoper and all..but deep dwn..wut did she do to you till u wanna tok so much..if she had offended you ok..but still!!!..its no good to simply say things which arent true..y u jealous she has so many guys and u dun????..the
mentality of malaysian sumtimes r just sooo...sooo abnormal..so shallow..till u can see the bottom..cmon on..21st century d la..hu cares hu dates hu...she doesnt get into ur way y bother poking ur noses into other ppl business...if u dun like dat girl or guy,...dun bothre even goin near then..like me..if i dun like that fella..and i dun noe that fella..i'll just ignore him or her..
- i wont mind ur business if you dont mind mine
- i wont say anything abt u..if u dun simply say things abt me
- i wont judge you by wut ppl say..
- if u treat me good..i'll treat u good
- if you just think u noe me betta than other..hoho..think again..
- if you mistreat me wen i never do anything to you..you better be ready for the worst..
- if i dont like you..i will not bother you..
- if you dont like me..plz dun step ur feet into my world..
- and plz ppl out der..DONT JUDGE ITS BOOK BY ITS COVER!!!!
dmn im getting angry d...lol!!!...
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der this saying...'i will love u till my very last breath'...this line is said wen hmm..wen our parents marry..or maybe longer now.."i wanna break up wit u..coz i wanana breathe..."...lol...true rite??haha...nowdays couples are breaking up more and more...haix...sad rite...dast y...me..i dun wanna get into a long long long relatiosnhip int he future...gurls like me in this age..long to be marry sum guy and haf a family..me..nah!!!!...i wanna work..earn loads of money..if i wanna haf kids..i'll just adopt one kid and dats all..or maygbe two..ahha...for now..i dun wann marry...no no no NO WAY!!hahah..so maybe it will change..maybe it wont haha..my cousin say my parents are gonna worry abt me..onli daugther and summore not gonna marry..eh angel..i noe u got one happy husband ady ok..so ssdup!!!lol!!!...dmn gurll i miss u though..haiz...!!!
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was tokin to jonz just now..one of his fwen got pregnant!!omg man!!haha..such young age...dmn!!dats y boys and gurls..always ALWAYS use protection..you double protection to..and no..i dun mean double condom..(hey it reminds me dat yau fei gave me a choc flavored condom..hehe)..i means..girls eating pills and..guys wearing condom..safer...lol..
i wonder wat will happen to me if i get pregnant...hmm...omg..i dun wanna think abt it..dammit!!nasty images is coming into my head..hehe!!!!..lol..
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urgh!!i guess dast it la...ive been typing alot lol..lazy sial now..haha..anyways cioz peeps!!!back to study!!..nitez!!!!!!!
[my heart long for love, as I long for you]
