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Date / Time : Tuesday, November 21, 2006 / 5:11 PM
DONT SAY GOODBYE
Passing through my days Seeing familiar faces Putting a smile up my face As though as nothing had happen
Behind close doors I sit by the corner of my bed Reminiscing the about the days Days I spent it with you
I won’t lie that I need you I was being childish for leaving you Not to realize you complete me Fit the missing puzzle I have
I tried to move on Numerous ways I use But it all brings me back to you Memories that I can’t erase
Your picture serves as my angel High in spirit, deep at heart Knowing that you stand beside me Right from the start
I saw you walking down that hallway My heart beats a thousand miles Once again you got my heart going The first and the last
That was the last time Last time I would see your face The slightest touch of you skin I would die for
I crave everything about you I know I’m being selfish But I need you now the most I can never feel again without you
My days are cold Yet I still live through Hoping one day you will You will com through the blizzard cold
Honey, don’t say goodbye Cause there is so much more to go Let me hold you Let me feel you
But the nights don't end And the thirst remains As long as you're away Cause I want you near
When I need you All I have to do is dream And everything glows Baby, don’t say goodbye
Watching you from a distance Afraid to get too close Hoping you'd realize who loved you most But unless you open your eyes To the one whose always there You'll never really realize I'm the one who cared
So tell me now you still love me For I will not sit here Thinking and hoping for nothing
HIE!!!..lol..finally i have the right mood to right a poem ady..its been a very long time.. anyways..i'll pdate my blog later k..nid to rush to coll now..!!cioz ..................................................................................................... hi guys..just got back from coll..hehe..wen coll took my deposit and den..wen ac..lol..before dat i saw the guys smoking outside..den join dem for a while..den wen in wit greg..den in student center..playeed ping pong..omg!!i can play wei!!but sark la..haha..den yup..waioted tor jonz and wen ac!!!ac baby!!!lol...ate der...saw hsiang and daniel..lol...two guys i adore the most..hehe...foos alot today..haha..den greg came...foos wit him too...den den..er er...wen home wit him..yup yup..reach home around 4++...den we talk..talk alot..abt him..su ann..abt his exes...abt his so call 'desire'..lol!!haha..den tok abt my problrm..abt don and sean..i didnt noe dat don thinks i took him as a backup..my gawd wei..i felt kinda offended..was dmn sad in the car for a while..sigh..emo man!!haha..den i explain everything la..hope he und la..aiyoo...wen i was tokin to greg..greg told me sumtimes our life is complicated coz is eitger coz of the relationship ir ourself..and i said is both..and den he say..for my case..i bring it to myself..and i agree...sigh..i brought all these onto myself.. actually i tok to don just now..my got..u shud see the facce man!!haiz..he was typing sum stuff in his laptop..den he tok..den after he finish..he like ask me to bugger off and den continue doin his work..like ...like i meant a piece of garbage to him..i waas like..wtv man!!dewn stood up and wanna go out..stupid chee hoe didnt..i was angry in a way..but i kept quiet la..betta not..not his fault..but still!!!ish!!everytime oso..one thing oso i hate everytime i wwak wit him..he sure walk a thosand miles ahead of me one...dunno y..haiz..like at outcast onli... he fuinally replied me..but it wasnt the answer i hope..yea i noe ady la..its not gonna be good..but..blame hu..myseelf...ntg but myself..throught out this year ive made ntg but mistakes all the long..and don told me..sure got hope...but deep dwn..i noe its hopeless...i noe its gone ady..and im rite..ask me to hang in der...i dunno whether i can anot...its too painful...its too enduring..its just tooo dark...but how am i gonna forget abt him...i dunno..i try and try...i think i rather kill myself weiii...i just ask god to make a choice for me..is either HE bring him back to me..or make me forget abt him..so i guess...its onli one choice and GOD gav it to me...sigh....=(... ......................................................................................................................................... to all bloogers out der...if u are wit sumone now...dun be greedy and if one nice talented guy and u thiink hes urs..hes ur man..think twice...coz he may not be...the right one is always nezt toy uo..u dunhafta look so far..the right man is always nxt to you..think twice before makin a decision..dun b too stuborn or blind to see wuts aheead of you..to realise the truth and all...coz if u had made one mistake..one huge mistake..dumtimes ders no turning back...true to say..ders a second chance for everrything.. but sumtimes..der isnt...so we smart to chooce your decision..think properly...and der goes... ............................................................................................................................... YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING This goes out to someone that was. Once the most important person in my life I didn’t realize it at the time I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you soI don’t really expect you to either It’s just... I don’t even knowJust listen… You’re the one that I want, the one that I needThe one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn’t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn’t care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one could else know you You’re number one, always in my heart And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart I need you andI miss you and I want you andI love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss youYou were my everything And I really miss you
knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand The thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you Without you, everything seems strange Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane, Take away the pain Take away the hurtBaby, we can make it work
What about when you Looked into my eyes Told me you loved me As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes Now I’m not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly, my love is not blind
I need you andI miss you and I want you andI love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you
I just wish everything could have turned out differently I had a special feeling about you I thought maybe you did too You would understand, but… No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical I remember all the time that I had with you Remember when you first came to my house? You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? I didn’t think you would ever do me like this I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying I need you and I miss you andI want you and I love you ‘causeI wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you
And I do miss you I just thought we were meant to be I guess now, we’ll never know The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me, or without me I just want you to be happy .................................................................................................................. Man ive been listening to this song everytime wei...last time wen i broke off wit him..he send me this song...its dmn meaningfull..now i listen to it..i feel damn sad..haiz..if onli he noe how i feell..but he will never la..he had move on...anyways..i go off now la..emo d!!mooodyyy!!!lol..c ya!!
