yawnnnn!!!dmmmn im sooo sleeepppiiieee!!!god dammit..i think its from that day wen i didnt sleep wei..haha...dmn farkin tired lo today...hmm..okok..wait wat happen on wednesday...did i update on wednesday??i think i did..lol..yea..ntg much wen ac..actually on wed after my papers...den after dat..dast all..saw hsiang and daniel..hehe...den sdaw sum fellla der...
on thursday...hmmm...oh yea.jonz pick me up from my hse...wen to ac makan...den one bad thing happen...he lsot his wallet..and i tot it was the prada wallet...den later on i found out wit was the wallet i gave ihm..i freak out wei!!!
dei!!!can u like keep the wallet properly ar???aiiiyoo,=/...lucky a nice lady actualyl came and give him back the wallet..or else..it wont b onli ihm getting depress but me tooo..=(..lollll..den i wen ac foos abit wit daniel n hsiang..hehe..den..yea rush to coll fro my 2.00 exam..lol!!!sarks loo....eng was ok..hehe..i came out early..lol..but i didint get to see my muffys fella..lol..onli shereeen and yau fei..haha..
wat happen today..i wen coll..silly gurl ditch me today..lol!!!=(...waited till chee hoes test..den wen librayr study my chem..haha..i sat 3 hrs in the library dei..omg!!i cant belive it..haha..den i wen ac!!!hahaha...i wen wit yau fei and chee hoee and..errm..errrrmm..wayne..kar mun and the rest la..lol....den den..i saw hsiang..haha..he has dmn nice eyes...brown in colour..lol..but i didnt get to see daniel..i saw bradly though..lol!!!ahhhahahah..but he didnt see me...
lol..today i was wearing sum big old..big big big jakcet of chee hoes one..i ahve picstures of it..i 'll update it soon wen i actually got it..ahha...den..err..wen ac wit it...chee hoee sayi look likea small lil girl if i out the hood one..lol..
NO I DONT!!!i look like a mature gurl...hmm..hahaha..i got visitors today from spore..will b stayin hrere till suunday..aiyo..my room..invaded wit my mom..sial betul ni../haha...
sighhh...ooo..chee hoe ask me wanna go sunways
prom anot..its on the 30th of nov..it is adtp proms..lol....den i say i wanna go..i ask hsiang to go oso..now i wanna gather ppl to go..den he told me don is goin..i was like..so wut..its not like hes gonna notice me..he dosnt wanna noe me..he thinks im invisible now..he think that i never liked him..he thinks dat i never exsist...wut am i suppose to do..if i was der..u think he'll take notice of me..probabaly he'll be wit sum chick anyays..yeah..haiz..thinking abt him..i oso dunno la..
been thinking abt him lately..alot...been always thiking abt the time we met..int he library oso..suddnely i pod pplayed far away song..man i stone der read the same line again and again...actually im dmn sad...he thinks i never love him at all..i oso dunno la..dunno wut to say ..i noe wut i feel..and everyone can doubt abt it i dun care..its my feelings..if i say i do love him..mroe than anything..even now at this momemnt..even mroe than sean..
no ones gonna chnage that statement..but thinking dat
he thinks i never love him..i felt dmn hurt..after everything..he has the ocurage and say i dun love him????!!!!???wth ...=(...
man i got two more paparer..the last two sc paper...omg wei..im dmn sked..sigh..my econs teacher..tuition teacher ask me sumtng dat really sadden me..the convo goes like this..
Mdm Ong::hey jennifer, you are every fluent in ur eng and u tok well..why didnt u consider taking law in the first place..(i sulk..)Jen::haiz..i think ure the 6th or the 7th or i udnno how many ppl ask me to take law..but my paretns dun allow..law was my first choce..and i really wanna do law..but paretns dun allow..Mdm Ong::why not?Jen::coz they say if i study law here..imgonna compete wit those indiands lawyers which r dmn good..and if i go overseas..All those whites which take eng as their first language..Mdm Ong::nonsense!!!wen u go overseas and study and mix around..slowly u'll b like them..u can tok as good as them too...think abt it..tok to ur parents abt it...haiz...so sad wei...thinking abt it again...den i suddenyl tot of don..dat don always supported me in takin law..always say dat i can argue and all...and den i actually realise dat he was always been supportive of me..i dunola..maybe i was the cause of all these problems..
maybe if i whud haf jus rejected ihm in the first place...he wont be as hurt as he is now..we both wont..maybe if i was to..not like him..den everything will b fine..but yet..i haf to be soo stupid to fdall for it..why la why???!!!!oh wat the heck..he doesnt even bothetr..and he doesnt even believ i do love him now..wat can i say???haiz...i feel so lost sumhow..i cant smoke already..i feel even more restless..i ve not been seeing him around..i dunno la..bet hes having a fun time on his own..,maybe i shud too rite..thats wut he wanted...
well i guess dats ti la..im sooo tired..and im gonna study in taylors tmrw wit hsian..hhehe...cioz guys..nitez!!!!!!!!
