ONE WEIRD EVENING!!!!omg man!!!bladddeeee one carzzzy evening lo ytd..haha..was sutyding nciely my chem..okla..itstarted around haha..around hmmm..errr...2 sumthing..lol..den i tok to S again!haha..kind happy..i mean after all..past is the past rite..but i do miss the past at ytimes...anyways..lol..den i was hmm..den i tok tok tok..den after dat..ok d...study...ate my dinner..watch the chinese show and den..i ..study again..i was peacefully doin my chem ..and den .*ring ring*/..hmmm...i wonder hu was it..den omg.!!its don..den i was errr..ok..shud i pick up..wth..no harm rite..so yea..Jen :;hello??
Don::err...hie...busyy??
Jen::errm..yea studying my chem
Don::...oh..err..dun disturb u la...bye..
Jen::cioz
*put the phone dwn..*haha..i abit weirdla..i wonder y he call me for..mabe to wish me goodluck in my chem??lol!!hahaha...anyways..den yea..cotinue doing my chem..den *beep*..msg came..it was jonz..haha..den msg mssg msg..den..this one..hoho..one suprise msg..*beep*..i tot it was jonz..den i didnt bother..den the msg came as "fuck..now my turn to lose my wallet"..den i look dwn at the sender..it was him!!!haha...after eevrything wut he said..he suddenly msg me??whr was the policy saying no tokin to eah other after exam over..anyways..nvrm..dne i msg him back..den he called.den..it felt akward la..tokin to him...i mean i knew sumtng abt him..and i was pretty upset..but ya...den..continue msgin jonz..den suddnely jonz tell me abt sumthing..hoho!!hooho!!im not gonna tell u..till dat things works out den i onli say..if its doens.t.den i'll say it after after after..lol!!!!u guys patienltly wait la..and those hu knows...shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!kenot tell k!!!ahaha..den back on doinn my chem..lol..is tudied till 1 am ytd wei..lol..chudnt sleep..coz u noe noe..effect on cofffeee again..haha..omg man!!lol..den i called ch..wait ch called me..tok tok tok..and tok..chudnt sleep still.den around 2.30 i ou dwnt he phone..den..hmm..tried to sleep..kenot..den i said..if by 4 am i chudnt sleep den i will wake up and study...den suddenly my hp rang..it was a msg..."hey..goodluck for ur chem TMRW"den i look dwn..it was from jonz...at 5.45 am today!!!!wut tmnrw la boy..its today la..sleeping ke..haha..i laff wei..and i atcually doze off..hmm not bad not bad!!!hehe...den i woke up..do aveeytihg head to coll feeling freakin hyper..chem apaper was not bad..betta than wut i enticipated...lol..den i wen piramid wit ch and sheeren..we watch the prestige..dat movie was really dmn nice..if ure a very mytesrious and klove all those movie u think alt one..this movie is the rrite movie..not bad wei being a magician..hgaha...cool cool..and the round i go watch movie will be on sat wit shereen and jonz i hope.haha..i wanna watch the covenent..the guys r sooo handsome..lol!!hehhe..=D...yeap...i pergi makan first den onli continue...hehe...mummmm mummmm...!!=).......................................................................Regrets!!!anyone here never live wit regrts in their life at all...haha..impossibble rite...i have alot fo regrets ...but as time passes...welll..regrets become my teacher..lol...yeap..so this year wat is my regrets..hmmm..onli 2...two biggest mistakers i shud never had made....one...was nto to take frekain AUSMAT dei!!!urghhh!!!dmn balddee com;ocated lo..i shud just go to SAM or maybe take mufy..haiz..regret like shyt now wei..now i dmn sked i kenot get into a uni!!wth man!!haiz...regreting takin ausmat man...haiz...secondd biggest regret...breaking up wit him....sigh...the pass 6 months i had everything..everyhting in my hands..and i ...i being blind i..actaulyl threw it away...right infront of me..everything was just prefect..i was happy wit ihm..i had everything wit him..i build everything wit ihm..and yet i make that mistakes...one mistake i done..and now..dast whr i am..sigh....sumtimes i wish i chud just turn back time....well..im not sayin anyting here..not indicatin dat i stillone him or wut..its just dat..regrets u noe..regret dat i had let go of him...wen i still..i still love him so much...yea even though he wasnt the first guy hu lifted my feet up..but stilll..he complete me...he may not be prefect in anyway..looks..(yea i noe ch ..ure betta than him)..but stiill..its just dat...i dunno...he was my all...he was my ladder..he was mypillow..ok wait..dat sounds weird..hehe!!!..anyways..yea...but like i said earlier on...regrets will always be part of our life...we learn each day from our mistakes...so for me..maybe nxt tie i'll make a betta choice den jumping into decision so fast...never think,...sigh...emo ing now..ahahah!!!.........................................................................RELATIONSHIP!!!!ho!!!i miss alto of stuff being in a relationship..yea sure..u cant go out wit guys..i mean for mela..coz ur bf will get furoius..jealous or wtv it is..den u may sumtime ditch ur fwens for him..but after all..if u noe how to manage time wit him and urfwens..its everyting...good..its one beautiful thing to be wit sumone u love sumone u care...sumone dat knows u...sumones dat will always haf ur back ..good or bad!!!!..sigh..this is wut i miss the most..okok..i give u list...lets put him as sumone special..but nono..dun jump into conclusion...him doesnt refer to anyone particular ok..haha...
Thins I Miss Being With Him- i miss being hug(no not from fwens )
- i miss being pamper
- i miss being sumone special to him
- i miss seeing him happy..or smiling or angry..
- i miss talkiing to him at night before i go to bed
- i miss those sweet msges he sends
- i miss those times wen i share my bad times wit him
- i miss getting jealous over small stuff and he comes and pujuk u..hehe..
- i miss having him always supporting wtv i made
- i miss him being jealous wen im around wit guys..hehe
- i miss holding his hands..
- i miss being kiss on the head or cheecks..
- i miss kissing him on the cheecks..
- i miss missing him wen i dun see him
- i miss the feeling of the eagernest wen i get to see him
- and most importantly i miss being LOVED!!!!
and im gonna say this again...HIM doesnt refer to anyone ok!!loll!!!haha...yeap...dast it i guess..just miss those times wen i sumone to sumone special ...heh...!!!=/..
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SOME PEOPLE WILL NEVER GROW UP!!
sigh....sumtimes ppl...get frautrated over small lil things..i mean..okok..der no specific reason why am i saying this..but im really pist of wut ir ead ok..i mean..okla..ppl nicely point out u shudnt be so rude..why must u bother counterin wut that fella say...yea true no one rpefect..but if u always amke mstakes and all..rather correct them rite..no one say everythin has to be all good..at least u dun make silly mistakes like dat its okla...y wanna think so far...we point out mistakes its just normal..fwens point out ur mistake..dun tell me ure goin to sound them by saying..'oh u think u very smart now izzit'???wth..makes no sense rite...if ure wrong..say sorrie..and ssddp la..y u wanan make such a farkin big fuss abt it..geez...memang sum ppl..still got a mind of a 8 year old kid wen their already 18 or older d...cmon up..grow up...!!!if u being a bitach or a ass...ppl out der r gonna misjudge u already...
" One day, you will wake up feeling terribly stupid for things you said just. It will also indicates that you are a wiser person from that very moment. You will realise you wasted few mins of your time to say something crappy about me. You are not perfect too. At least, I learn from my mistake(s) How about you? Should I feel sorry for you now?"
one day i will feel up guilty if i really said sumtng wrong to u..but hell no im not geting up and say dat i gonna be srrie was i said to u...wut u said is wrong..i pointed ut to u..so wut..if i didnt..one day others will..u alsp admit ure wrong..why bother fussing voer it ady...y coz sum stranger comes up and tell u dat ure wrong..and u feel not happy coz dat fella did it to you??how am i gonna realise that i wasted my time point crappy stuff abt u..wen wut i think im rite...of czo..ppl point out mistakes ive done..if m wrong..okla..sorrie..la..i dun hafta be such a freakin baby and make a farking bigg fuss of it..u learn from ur mistake..if u did...heh..u wont be posting dat stupid post u did la..ish!!!wut an brainless kid wei..!!haha..i didnt ask to feel sorrie at all..omg man!!!!...dammit...yea true noones prefect..but we out der point out each others mistakes so we wont make a fool out of ourself..but rite now..i guess we now hus the fool la!!!urgh..sad wei..dmn saddenning!!!..urgh..enuf is said la...haiz..
(for those hu knows wut im toking...plz leave a coommment on wut i said ok...)if im wrong..i dun mind for u pointing it out to me..thx!!!!=)
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lol this is one long blog dei..haha..anyways..i m gonna post up sum pics..lol..chee hoe and i today..feeling bored
heh!
enjoy!!!!
haha..was too bored studying chem!!!=)
buckyballs.!!!chem!!
red(chee hoe)blue (mine)
im posing for alll the pics!!eh wait..i didnt take thi!!haha..the thrid one is cool!!!haha
First pic:no i dun look like a kid!!!Second pic::it looks much betta in CH dp!!!trust me!!
haha...another one of mee!!me MEEEE!!!
