damn!!i dunno why am i so sad....i dunno y suddenly...

-maybe coz im thiking abt ausmat prom
-maybe im thinking abt sunways prom
-maybe coz im thiking i cant study chem
-maybe coz i found out dat hsiang..he still loves his ex wei..
-and maybe they actually both shares a blog
-and hes not even single...omg!!he lied!!!im so broken!!!
-maybe coz..im just upset coz its raining...!!!
-maybe coz eveyrguy i just knew has a gf or sumone after
-wth!!!!this is wrong wei!!so wrongZ@!!!!!
-and they share a blog..and i read..and i was like..so jealous~!!!why cant i haf a relationship like them!!!?????!!!=(

dmn..im so sad..im angry..i dun wnan go ac anymore..i dun wan i dun wan!!!!!this is wrong!!so wrong!!!..omg!!why am i sudenly thinking of don!!omg!!!..im freakin out..im getting cold..im shaking..dammmit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no im serious!!!!wen i wannmeet a new guy..he ahs to be either takne or..dunno .oor..sumh getting into a relationship,...must i always be stuvk wit..wit..urghhhh!!!!!!!!im actually tokin to chee hoe..and im tellin him nope!!not goin ac on fri..!!!no i dun wanna go!!nonononononono!!!NO!!!!!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

he has a gf...or maybe sumhow la!!i dunno la..but still...omg..i made a mistake wei..goshhh!!!!!!like wut shereen say ..der no dunno dunno in a relatiosnhip..is yes or no!!dammit..y am i so blurr..hah!!!..goshh!!haha..wrong wrong wrong..im laffing wei..lol!!

tokin abt ausmat prom..haiz..shereen ask me to go..was tokint to her..thinking hu am i gonna go wit..but deep dwn i dun wann go coz..ausmt prom..was suppsoe to b me n dons erm..thing??lol..dnno how to describe..lo..but..haiz..nola..dun wnan go..now sunway prom oso thinking wanna go anot..sigh...anyways i wanna go now la..cioz peeops...haha..this is one stupid post..lol!!!!

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this is my secodn edit of the psot..and im eating while blogging..and im suppsoe to study..omg wei!!!...wat im eating..sum boxing chicken..love this chicken and kang kung..omg!!its been like years since i had a vege for my dinner wei...haha...im tokin to joseph now.......my long lost friends..lol..haha..hes pist at me coz ytd i just walk off to foos...woops..sorrie la boss!!.and he said i look diff..but still short for him...=.[..apa la ni bosss~!!!..haha..

i was tokin to chee hoee before abt...erm..i im nto just a girl..i am THE GIRL!!!...actualyl everyone is just sum gurl or guy..its depends on how the girl or guy in to the other person....like..hhhm..let me take an example..like..okok..like to others don will be just don..but to me..don will always be DON!!..so chee hoe ask me..'am i just chee hoe or CHEE HOEE??" AND I REPLY...''you are ChEE hOe..."...haha aint im smart..lol!!!haha..*proud*..hehe

sigh tokint abt guys..sigh..was reading thier blog...my god..dmn sweet wei..i didnt noe hsiang was dat sweet..but he has sumone else..heh..i wonder why cant i get sum guy like him..sweet and nice and..erm..i dunno..always get the same old guys..plain..temper..not really sweet at times..always make me angry..aiyoo..*shakes head*lookung at the ring he gave me..shereen told me its dmn nice..nice shape and all..and to mee...its nto abt the shape or wut i guess...its abt who gave and wut it meant..but wth..im still upset over dat stupid hsiang lo!!ishhh!!!..wth wei!!!..haiz..disssapointed..lol..guys..wen u wnan noe guys..is either their taken..they have sumone else on their mind..or..their not looking for relationship...dast wut im into now..sigh..sigh sigh...

omg OMG!!1my visitor just walk out of the room wit her towel on..0.0!!!!!!....blind!!!haha..ntg to see oso..lol..den my dad came up..and he was like..'oh..im sorrie..' and walk back dwn..i lafff wei!!haaa..lol..tokin abt this..ytd rite..we were outside this restaruant..after dinner..den den..this woman..in her 30s..she walk dwn wit her skirt so short..shrter than mine..wearing boots..but he look..no way!!eew..den my dad actaulyl stared!!!lol!!!haha..lucky my mom never see..or else..die die lo!!!...haha...

tokin abt mini skirts...lol.girls haiz..sumtimes ugly gurls wear mini skirts to ge guys attention..but hey dunno dat..wut they gonna say is..'look at this gurl..dunno wuts ugly..tryin to show off her assets'..or sum girls which are soo fast..u can see the blubber of fast shooting our from their shirt..haha..omg wei!!dast just so wrong..aha..den guys will b like 'eeeeww!!!cover thosse fatt woman'..haha..sum guys which have nice legs..nice body..just whud love to sho offff...sumtimes i get so jealous of them..nice figure and all..and the guys will just turn their heads..haha...i just remebr..i started wearing skirts beside penifore..was this year..started col and all..lol..ahha..as months pass.my skirts getting shorter and shorter..lol!!this is so weird wei!!haha..

wat is the diff between guys and gurls wen the go out..

Guys-put on a shirt..jeans..do a lil of the hair..and out the goo..15 mins top...

Gurls- make up..eyeliners..blusher...foundation..powder..perfume...matching top and bottom..a nice high heals..or shoes..a lingerie than fits them..nice colour..nice braclelet..look at the mirror again and again..and den..hair..must b prefect..not too messy not too neat..and take will consume at least an hr..DAMN!!!...haha..

how abt me???hmmm..dry my hair..do my hair..out cream on my hair..den maku up..ust put some powder..and thats it..hair angaina..and again..comb it nicely..den shirt..simpyl choose one..pick up..shoes..anything will do..HAIR AGAIN..and again..and den..hand bag..a matching one..den..perfume..den simply bracelet..the one i always wear...chain??no nid la..and off i go..lol!!..and dat usually take up..hmm..an hr??and if a great big nice funtion..i'll go up to and hr pluss wei!lol..cool huh..lol..

oh shyt..mymmy scolding d..gtg now..study!!lol!!c ya guysss!!!!

*if i have offended anyone in this post..sorrriiiee..=(*