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Entry title: ::voices around me::
Date / Time : Wednesday, November 08, 2006 / 2:26 AM
sighh...the effects of coffeee...

9.30 pm..was drinking coffe...nescafe original...
10.00 pm..was in my room,...studying..very much awake..
10.30 pm..still studying..msgin hsiang..
11.00pm..wanted to go sleep..but got to cont studying
11.30 pm..decided to just sleep..
12.00pm....widely awake..moving here and there..tosing and turning..
...(an hour later)...dmn fark this..im callling chee hoe..

i talk to chee hoe around from..12++till 1.30..he wanted to sleep...then i out dwn the phone..tried to sleep..but i cant..turning..counting sheaps..counting numbers..rememberinn the composition of trade..(econs btw).tried to sleep..den yea..eventually..thk god it was 5.45..woke up..i didnt noe whetehr did i sleep actually..maybe just unconsious..but i sum how knew i was awake..but the effect lasted for dmn long..im still very much awake..thinking abt it..i onli have 3 hrs of sleep..omg!!!this is soooo unbelivable..but haha..believe it!!!im touching coffee no more dei..hahaha!!!haha..and i knw sumtng abt chee hoe!!lol...haha..i noe ur secret...lala bubu...!!!=)

econs paper was today..im nto gonna say its was very tough..or am gonna say its dmn easy..i predicted a few came out..but ahha..sum i didnt study!!DAMN!!!!!marah nya!!!...lol..=/...yeaafter exam..wen AC!!LOL!!!=D..wen and see hehe..hehe..yea..hehe...those of u guys noe..shhhh..lol..anyways..n many ppl..dunno y..probably all studying..saw daniel den..hehe.played wit hsiang and the fellas...kinda fun today..den jonz send me home..haha..

sigh...i was in orange today..tot maybe i chud see HIM today..but didnt see..i ask shereen whr was he..she told me sleeping..then i remeber..his class starts at 9 today..yuip!!!...haiz...actually ytd..wen i was tryin to sleep..i was thiking abt him..abt things we did..abt things we didnt do..i remember the feelings i had for him..then i tot abt..the time..i remember he came back from NS for holiday..it was a sat..and i was having my lan exam..i was suppose to meet him in AC...i remeber the joy of me meeting him...i hug him like i never wanted to let him go...i remeber the times wen i nid him so badly everyday..bout how he fills everything in my life...but as time goes by..slowly i didnt noe hu he was..its just.i noe he is still he is..but..everyting was diff..i didnt noe wasnt him dat i really love..haiz..den ytd ...i was thinking abt those words that my fwens told me..'he is using me".."he dont love me".."hes an asss"..."he will move on faster than u".."forget abt him".."HE loves me..but he didnt noe how to treat me rite"..'he loves u but he doesn noe wat he is doing"..."hes just useless..""...

all those words came up..and yet i dunno wut is he..but i noe one thing..even though sean had took my heart at first..but rite now..don..don is everything i wanted..even though how hard and much he hurt me..i will always have him..he was the first..but only things..god didnt let it happen..maybe wut he said is true..dat we enevr meant to be..wen we had a chnace..thinsg screw up..he said that we never meant to be..he ask me to errase him from my memory..forget abt him..move on wit my life...but its not easy..living each day knwoing dat sumone out der is my guy..and yet hes so far away...its just too hard to absorb it in..yea u guys mite think hes a loser and all..i noe..but i noe..deep inside..hes a nice guy..but wat the heck..its OVER!!..we both know its over...=(...

haiz..shereeen say i will regret..lol..am i gonna regret???maybe...but i noe i cant turn back time alreadt..i just cant...its too painful...to him and too me...i dun wanna hurt him..plus myself d..every since all these things happen..i had not had my life...life was a messs...come to think abt it..i nearly died twice...twice..haiz..wtv la...dun be sad coz it happen rite..be happy coz it did...yupe!!!!

tmrw is esl!!!haha..wanna read my papaers first!!..so yea cioz peeps!!!

{esl paper!!!!}


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