whoa!!haha..29th..was the time my parents wen sabah and i was all alone for 3 days and two nite!!wohooo!!!farkin happy wei..haha..29th der wa a rave in sunway!!haha..was soo god dmn sked my parents find out i wen out so late !!i sneak out btw!!hhahs...well..how everything goes on that day pick up cheese from sunway medical...fly all the way to kl..jalan raja chulan...den..err..becoz i ot sum job interview..for casting and modelling....i got in!!yay!!i was happy..but den my parents dun aloow!!..=(..

shiat!!haha..anyways..flew back to tmn desa...chee hoe and and hung out in my place till its time to get the ball rolling..got readyy...got myself dress for the event..bikini short skirt and flip flops!!haha..i love this style..yea..drove all the way to err..pink..in college..waited for at least 3 hrs for wayne..coz his ca broke dwn..so we actually wen inside...hmm..about 10??haha..yeap!!

the place was rocking hard dei!!!farkin nice lo!!haha..saw a few guys..cute guys!but i dunno y..wasnt intrested to actualyget to noe them!!haha..im a dyke..lol!!KIDDING!!!

den den..wen to the r n b room!!sarcks wei!!i can die man!!full of malays!!!no nice beats!!i was wit wayne..and i nearly died...sigh...so terpaksa la..go trance section..whoa!!trance...the sevtion..was soooo soo corwded..dmn big and dmn alot of ppl..the beat..okla...i gotta admit..it was awesome..and i hhate trance ok..and it was good..even though i didnt shake alot..fo i dun noe who to dance to the beat..but i did..i did good!haha..i saw dominic..ahah.yau feis cuuute fwen..1!omg!!..hes dmmn cute...tall too!!!damn!!..toook pics wit him..den den.err.err...well..look around for fwens...saw jason!haha..he was suffling..lol..everyone was..

den the ntie ended around 1.30??..the thing ends at 3..but wen home early..too boring d..i was walking out to the road and all wit my bikini on onli..haha!!cool rite..hehe..

den..took the car keys and drove home..chee hoe and wayne stayed over..lol..first time having guys staying over at my place...kinda cool though...reahc home about 2..den we chit chat..tok here an der..till 4++...!!!der goes one nite...one awesome..rocking nite...even though it was boring at times..but it was pretty good!!haha..=)..

the nxt morning..i woke up arond 8..ahha..coz i hafta do alot of things..den these pigs were sleeping !!..i gto rdy..shower and everything..call them up..rdy to go to ss15 to submit my appliction into NZ uni...toking abt studies...sigh...i most probably will be stayin one year ere doing ADP in business...yay!!...yay up my ass la!!...aiyoo..stay here summore...one mnore miserable year for me..gosh!!i nid to study hard man!!i dun und ppl dat can get into monash they dun wann get in???wth wei..i wann get in oso kenot la!!onli can get into VU..but den..mom say not good..so how??i oso dunoo...wut la!!so take degree in ADp..wasted a year for my foundation..dammit1!!..gosh.dun wnan stay here...iwanna go overseas.....

anyways..ge back to the story..yeap..ate breakfast wit cheese..den wen to ss15..den wen to sunway..den i fetch him home..den wen MV..to pay my phone bill!!over the limit d!haha..woops!

den wen home..and rest..got rdyoo to seans gig!yup..but i was kinda blur to notice that i was early hgaha!!..so i offer to pick cheese up from his hse...reach abt 6...wen mamak eat a lil..den wen off...to bkt jalil..haha...ders whr the fun begins..lol..so yea...i called yaik han..one of seans fwen..askin him wut time hes reaching..den he told me about 8.30..so okla..since i was early..so cheese and i we played a game..we said dat..every alternaif station we wll get dwn and wait for the other train..so yea..pretty funnny..aha..den..the thrid station..(cant remeber its name)...den Yh called me..and say hes fwen is fetching and hee's coming abt 7..i look at the watch it was already 7.45..i was like.oh no!!!..fak..whrs the train.!>!cmon!!!...ahh!!hurry up..anyways..yea we go there on time

cheese and i were looking for the place..pangung bandaraya..lol..dunno whr the heck it is..den lucky we bang into Yh group..follow them la..den den..err er..yea found the palc.e.too a sitting..den den..eerrer...yea wathc the concert..dammit..shit l!!!all chinese song..i was sitiing der blur blur..haha..cheese was busy msg..so was i..XD..hehe..shhh..anyways..den..the singer wasnt too bad la..thi guy call liu hui...the singer..guitarist..drummer..whoa!hes good..he sings well..ders thisgirl..everyone syas she prettt...(i dont)..haha..shes kinda good.really good..sean??wrwell..no0t bad la..aha..

and der was a moment..wen i was looking at sean..i tot back of everything..everything fromt he beginnng..i just look at him..and i just smile..hehe..anyways..den den..err...i wen out at meet..err.Yh..hehe..dn yea..was we wanted to sit together..met ousie.wen abck in and sit behind..haha..farnie rite..and CHEESE IM SOO SORRRIE I DITCH YOU..DIDNT MEAN OO!!SORRRIIIEEE!!!!=)...

haha..den we tok...tok alot..my gosh..hes dmn shy..haha..cuute..den wewalk outside dataran merdeka..dmn nice...the lights were beautifull..everything was prefect..sa dwn outside and tok..haha..dmn!!didnt take pic of us!!aiks..anyways..den there was a moment..haha..the clock strike 10 and it 'ding dong bell'..ahah..den we both look at each other..and we laff..and we were syaing..the bell like the bell in cinderella whr stike12 she has to go..and for us strike 10 we hafta leave..haha..smile!!!..lol..den we walk back..gosh!!i saw HIM!!don!!haha..yea he was wit his fwes..wanted to say hie..but den..i was like..tot of sumtng..then i tell myselg..screw it..not worth it!!yup..after everything i heard from ppl an wut he one to me...fark it!!..den wen and meet cheese..tok a train back..called arthur..my fwen..yup..he wanted to yum ca ma..

so i was kinda feeling guilty la..haha..i wen out so late d..den i was like.hmmm..okla..i go la..met them in in..a mamk..new palce..den..farkers..dun let me go wo..i wanted to stay onli 20 min..in the end..waited for he hwole agme of the stupid football mach liverpool..against dunno hu!!!ish!!!wanted to go off..kenot...fark!!..haha..den yea aornd 1+ i reach home..ui took a bath..haha..chudnt sleep..

den i was msgin Yh..hhee..hehe..yea..den wthc tvee,,,around 230,..i wen to bed...den den..er err...yea..dast abt it..

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ol..and here i am today!!DAMN..NEW YEARS EVE..DUNNO WHETEHR MY MOM WILL ALOOW ME TO GO OUT ANOT...i remebver her sayin dat i cant go out ...oh god..plz let me haf the time of my life..beofre i go to hell gagin!!plz plz plz!!i beg you..let me haf fun!!plz......!!plzzzz!!!...sighhh....

oh..yea..wen i was tokin to Yh in the concert..he suddenly ask me a question..a very hard question..which i dunno y i chudnt answer..he ask me whether i still like sean..and at very moment..i chudnt answer..dunno wut to say..its been far too long since ive tot whetehr i still love him and all..but dEN i answer..im letting him go..slowly..well its true though..iv not been feeling the miserable way i haf for a long time..so yea..maybe i am letting him go finally...haha..

so if im stayin ere in KL...im gonna try to make this happen..not gonna get involve wit a guy...stricly fwens...and studies..and paretns..dast it!!..NO GUYS..NOT BOYFWENS..NO CRUSH..just!!ME!!...YUP!!=)..

can i do it??haha..well i did it for 2 years before...y not now rite??haha..yeap!!! noe i can!!i dun care.i gponna b like this!!URGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

ANYWAYS...here comes the pics!!enjoy guys!!!muaksss!!!

YF and i..(dont askme wuts hes doing.. u dunwana noe!)=P

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HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!HAF A WONDERFULL YEAR AHEAD!

xoxo