WILD NITE...

wootz!!ytd nite was the bomb baby!!well basically..we went to ruums kl..wit alot of ppl..ch jackson.. aubrey.. vincen chua.. vincent pang... aaron...erm erm..hu else..oh geri..den yau fei lionel and joshua..yea these 3 last min come dunno for wut...nonsense!!!hehe
anyways..den yea..well..yd..was not bad..ruums was not wut i tot it was..it was betta!!!..haha..the lighting was ...just prefect man!!it was soo chunted ok!!i was like..enjoying myseld..we oder two botle of..otago..i think is dat..hehe..=/..anyways..
we got so tipsy and brey n i dance on top of the apliflier..or a woofer(tak tahu eja)...den den..dm syok man!!in front of the djs..and ders this dj..woooo!!!...sizzlinman!!hes hoooot!!!my god..i was dancing infront of him..and i soo wanted to noe him!!damit!!=(...ayways..u see der were at least 6-7 amps and brey and i mostly took 3/4 of the space!!so the other bitches!!!plz..go dwn to the dance floor!!this space is onli for pros!!kaka..kidding..ya but it was soo nice man!!like everyone is just lookin at u!!..and onli u...whioaaa!!dmn high ar!!...haha..

oh brey!!we so rock dat nite!!kakka

sumthing farnie happen to me last nite..well..few fellas ask for my name and if i can recall a few of them i told them diff names but not my name..and one guy ask for m num..i gave my dads num and a wong name!!WOOPSIEEE!!...=D....haha..(hope he dun read my blog eh)...

yea and brey!!im seirously not gonn go lubbing wit u ever again man!!ure not energetic l!!bugger..this gurl ar...she can dance all nite long..and i legs were killin me already!!and she still can say "i still wanna dance"..wit that innocent loo!!pffft!!kidding gurl!!u noe i love you!!haha..
den yea..hafta ask so many ppl to take cre of her...ding dong la u!!!..well..the nite didt end like dat..after ruums..i wanted to go ac...yay!!see jon jon hun...anyway...den yea i was hungry..dunno y..ate indon mee..which took me so much time to eat coz i chudnt eat..no strenght to even do anything....chat a lil den wen off...wen ch hse bath and watch tvee andi was msgin him....
by 7 am..i ws farkin sleepie d...so wen up..msg a lil..den pop...slept d..sorriie!!..hehe..

woke up at 8..so practically i onli ha an hr of sleep!!!wtf man!now..im fakrin SPH....!!!yea..jon 's word!!!..hmmmph!!!.....

so rite now..ytd was the best nite out..the best clubbign session..and after dat im gonna b sober for a while..no liqour for me!!sigh!!!=(....be good girl d!!...aiyoyoyo....apa i!!..
shyt man i got difficulty in breathing now!!and i practically lost my voice last nite!!haha..sexy voice!!!...yay!!!...
i wonder how long am i gonna b sober...hmmm..*think* *grins*

anywyas..now..my tighs hurt..my arm..i dunno wuts wrong wit my arm!!!iit freakin hurts like no bodys business!!aww man!!ughh!!i dun think i can foos oso man!!i cant eve grib sumtng tight!!dammit!!!=(...nuooooo!!!!!

hmm..i payed fire workds on thurs..yea cheese bought from ipoh..dirt cheap man!!ajhd alot summoe..damit..yay..so we played..and this wevind scare the hell outtta me..and i scream and now oni dat..all of them laff coz i scream dm farnie..hmmm!!!

oh yea..i was thinking abt sumtng lately..dunno y..suddenly it just pop up..

ppl come ppl go..dats the phrase we always hear wen our fwens leave us to futher their studies or i dunno..leaves us for good...well i got this msg from a sum how..use to b my close fwen..

"friends comes and go. but please dun a stranger if one day we go meet again. there is always a place for u tat is fitted in my happiest memories"

well sum ppl leave and dun come back..never come back..and then u tend to dissapear from their life..as fr me..i haf ppl leaving me and never come back..laving me and never come back and yet forget abt me..and leave me, and still distant..which even worst than leaving me and never come back!!
haf you ever feel dat sometimes ure just give up..i mean..u put so much effort and denn it just let you dwn...so wen there is a nxt chance you are just too scared to open up and let them in...or maybe..just to sked..once again..they will leave you..
yea..ppl come ppl go...dast life..but is there an extant whr they will come and stay??
lol..u answer for me..

how about trust??

wut is trust..??is putting ur trust into sumthing dat u dunno wut an out come may be good???or playin in the safe side and just let it be...
how about wen ppl misuse ur trust??will u be ableto trust again???maybe after sum time..but will somehow haf that nostalgia and it may happen again..and for tat ure always careful and sumtimes too careful and ppl may think that ure paranoid..=.=...yea but its true...
and dun u feel der r times wen sumone tells u sumthing..and in a condition dat u cant trust anyone any longer..u will wonder..'is he/she telling me sumthing truthfully"??
and u sumhow will haf the guilt that...that person sumhow is close..yet u still dun put ur trust..yea it is hard..but at least try rite??but wut if we try and its still like that??who do u blame??us??or them?

till wut extant do u believe in urself?

u wanna believe in something..but u cant just get der..u cant reach it??y??maybe u dun believe in urself anymoe??
i use to believe in myself alot..till lately..not lately la..pass 4 years..or 3..i let myself dwn so many freaking time till i dunno wut am i doin is the right way or wrong..i dunno wthether i shud or shud not..till i always think one the negative side..sayin i cant do it i cant do it..
sometimes i wish i chud just hold onto sumthing...to hold on sumthing to make me believe agian...somethig dat sumthing firm and strong whr i chud find my path way back to beliving in myself..
but i learn sumthing..in order to really really wanna succedd in wut u wanna do..first u really gotta ..gotta gotta gotta strongly believe in urself..den u can do it..coz u believe u noe whr ur capability falls on...rite??

how about falling in love??

how many times haf u ppl fell in love...really really in love...
honestly ..me...twice...and it was a disaster...does it hafta ned like this all the time??i mean first i got played...lol!!..farnie huh..and they say the first cut is the deepest!!second one..geez..partly my fault la...its true wen ppl say..

"you dont know wut u have till you really lose it"

ad den ders this..since u got hurt so many times in love...y bother fallin in love again...okok..not y bother..but whud u dare to open up again??maybe..maybe not..even though its a maybe..maybe..ure still ske..u noe..things mite happen and all..and u really wanna make things happen and you tend to think far!!far ahead and sumtimes yu whud stop..and think to urself..
"y am i thinking so far???will we even get to der"
so lik wut ppl say...go wit the flow...>.<...

yawnnn!!!..im kinda tired d..so i 'll stop now..
im sorrie i dun haf any of the ruuums pic..but will pos it up ASAP aite..
and brey!!!u were dmmmn hot ytd!!woots!!muapunya gf!!new gf!!haha..no touchy!!!

and thx guys hu ever came ytd for makin everythig good!!!

and those hu noe this.."GENTING" WAS NICE RITE???!!!put ur hands up and shake that body if u agree!!!wohoo..haha..still in hyper mood!