LONELY...

SIGH..

im bored...

im alone..

jons not aswering my msges...(god knows y)..=(

last nite my hand hurt like shyt..my arm..its like..my arm was about to go numb..but den it didnt..i chunt lay my hand still one min..hafta move it..i got difficulty sleeping..i nearly teared..becoz its so god dmn painful!!...
oh..my broke my thumb's nail..it bleeding like crap!!..cis!!..kanasai!

my parents left redang already..yea..i mis heard my mom saying 7am for 7pm!!..dAMMIT!!!...
so they left arnd 5am in the morning...
suddenly i felt...alone..quiet...geeez...i kenot tahan wei..suddenly kenot sleep..
wen dwnstairs...swtich on the tvee...tryin to make myself sleep..and i did..lol!!..

den wen out..cut my hair...and its short now..lol..came home..

and ere i am now..i wonder hows my parents over der...=(..sigh..

i was toking to my fwen ytd on the phone..and i asked him..how chud he last a long distant rtionship..

and he told me..he didnt noe it chud..he tot it wont work becoz he noes his gf was an easy influence girl..and wen hes gone..he is afraid that she will end up with another girl..
but ..he told me..he loves her alot..and took the risk..

well..this use to b my moto..

whens ders a will..ders a way..

lol..but..i know myself..i noe that im a girl that easily get blown away..lol..but well..whatever will be will be ...my new motto..hehe!!..

anyways..i guess im off now..maybe just go and sleep lerh..dmn 7 sien!!