EMPTY..I FEEL

yes!!sorry for the long delay..been very busy lately and very lazy..hehe..sorrie sorrrie..
well..i wen clubbing on thursday..yesh..wit mich n brey..wit billy and sue ann..and..the rest..i saw dmn alot of my fwens der..of yea..i was wit arthur too..wit 2 of his fwens..
before that mich and brey n i wen to ruums to see a dance compettion..the 'think you can dance' event..so yea..but i stayed der for a while ni..i was really getting bored..so billy called me birng me go makan near maisions der..we ate in the mamak..along came nick n wayne..
later on i meet brey and mich and rest of of the ppl...and it was rainig..how stupid can dat be man!!ishh!!..
anyways..we got in..look for a table and drink...so yea..
i saw marcus and sum sunway ppl..havent seen him for so long..i saw boon hui..but dunno y he was alone..lol..and i saw arthur and his fwens..den i saw benny n the ac ppl..and den i saw mei n her gang..
whoa!!seirouasly..dmn alot of ppl..
well..we had fun..i had fun..been long long long since i club..yup!!=)

neways..i wasnt drunk ok!!..i was just very high...very!!,....=D..
den arthur sent me home..apparantly i was loud in his car...wtf man!!ish~!..idiot!!...
ewen home..slept..i woke up the nxt day dmn early..coz i got an early show in mv wit jon..
guess wut we watch..SPIDERMAN!!..yesh..not very nice show....i mean compare to the first 2..i prefer the first 2 ones...
a few scences very farnie la..the rest..espeacially the end...dmn emo man!!..i actually cried twice in the cinema..mahai!!..haha..and jon called me silly gurl!!...cibai!!...

oh yea..i kinda dmn sked of goin mv alone d wei..mahai..
on fri i was waiting for jon to come ..so i was waas king arnd in mv..den i felt sumone was foloowing me..so yea i turn arnd..den i saw this guy..well..his in his 20s..we was wearing an orange shirt..3 quater pants...his shaggy looking..wearing those thick black glasses..haf long hair..not long long la..but long la..den he has tattooo..and he has piercing...so okla..i was walking to FOS>.den i notice..we was wondering outside..den he camew in..i wen off..he left wit me..and he was behind me all the time..i was like..maybe ok..he goin sa,me place as me..i stop in a few stalls..he stop oso..but he wasnt near me..den i walk through the food court upstairs and all..reach to the cinema..den i saw him again..den i stared at him..he quickly wen dwn the escalator..i ran in to BUM..i stayed in der for 5 min..i cam out..i saw him der AGAIN!!..i was like..holy shyt..oko..lets call sumone..so i called arthur..tok to him..till i saw my ausmat fwens..den chill wit them..till jon came..
fakrin scary ok!!
grrr...freaakkiiiee!!!..
i must carry pepper spray d..i haf one ..hhee..=)

wen low yat ytd..to look for my laptop..didnt see much though..but i haf one in mind la..its pretty nice..RM2999
but my paretns say..haf a look anrd first..den onli get..so yay!!..new laptop!i dun ask for much..just big memory..got graphic card.a.nd a good sound system..yesh..=)


anyways..im not in the mood like rite..i'll update later aite!!..


this is my second update of this post..

well..i wanna stress a lil on sumthing..

haf u ever been through something..wen sumone really step on u real hard?so hard you felt that sumone had make u look so stupid becoz u just didnt noe abt sumtng?or maybe u ve done sumtng a lil diffrent and they critise u so badly??or haf u been bitch becoz the way u dress ??the ppl u mix wit and all??the places u go?

if you have..join the group!!i have experince this all in one week.!>!!yea tell me man!!one whole week..!!dmn sickening im telling u..

yea so wut if i dunno things dat u do..and so wut..if i dress skimpy and u dun..???!!
it doesnt make u the kind or queen of the world neither it makes u look any good..
if u noe sumthing..and i dun..say it la..tell me about it..u wanna laff it out..go ahead..laff..but dun laff till its like..'omg..ure sooo stupid'..
oh god..cmon man..!!we learn everything everyday..so wut??u noe sumthing so great and i dun dat makes u a genius??!!
if it does..god..!!plz burry urself 6 feet under..
and wat harm does it do..wen i do things diff than u..or others..so long im cimfartable wit it..y do u blardy care??its my life..fark offf!!
dun come on and call me stupid.or a NOOB..or silly..or wtv it is..who r u to tell me wut to do..if im doin sumthing wrong..which hurt u..den fine!!...tell me abt it..if i dun..shut the hell up!!
and so wut i dunno wuts the term diff things..like..stars and moon..or 'haf fun'..or..SKYLINE..or..things dat happen arnd the world..its just a term..sorry if im living under a pitt..or wen the malay says it 'katak di bawah tempurung'..
yea so wut..if im ignorant at times..wut does it has to do..tell me wut is it den..dun laff at me..yea funny it may seem..laff and shut up..and tell me ..
u may not noe how it feels..so y dun u stop once..and put ur feelings inside my shoes and see how it feels..
so ppl..dun go saying...'OMG..how shallow are you!!" or..come and say"geez..ure a noob"..
wtf man..stop wit allt he comments..and just blow it la ok..

the nxt thing is..yea..so wut at time si wear all skimpy and dress a lil open..if u dun like it..dun look at me den!!..farkin put ur eyes away la..!!!
dun look at me den..i love the way i dress..and if u dun respect dat...fark off..!!seriously fark off!!!y dun u just look urself in the mirror and ask urself..are u any better than others anot..!!

and to guys!!..im seriosuly stressing this to GUYS!!
y do u go all
'OMG MAN!!ITS HER BOOBS'..

GEEZ..HAVENT U SEEN ONE???dammit..u suck milk from ur own god dmn mom's nipple la!!..or breast..wtv it is..seriously..i whud love to noe y man..they get all so..hype up...
geez!!give me a break man!!!...

soo im just telling u ppl out der this..i aint no perfect at all..i admit..i do do things like dat..
but wut im tryin to tell here is..
there r times wen u can play..and der r times..u must b serious..shut up..and stop and think for once whether wtv ure gonna say is relevant anot..
der r times we say the worst things to those we r close wit..coz we think dat they dun mind..but at times..deep inside ..it hurts..
imagine urself..in their position and all..
so yea..

well if i haf hurt anyone here..den im sorry..but if u think im right..den u noe wut to do nxt time!

STOP AND THINK!

yes..im done!!..i'll go emo again!goodbye

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