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Date / Time : Tuesday, October 02, 2007 / 6:03 PM
I DONT KNOW YOU ANYMORE
i dont know why do i even bother askin people about u..how u r doin..how things wit u and all..are still wasting ur life on alcohol and drugs...i dun even noe u anymore..i dun even noe whether the person i sue to know so well is still in you..or was it all just a lie...throwing ur life away on rubbish like dis..y dun u just jump off a building and just die..whudnt it b better than u having a slow death?u dun wan ur body so mcuh..u dun wanna live so much..just make urself and the rest better..just kill urself den...its much faster..better......
who r u already???you use to be the person i pick up...to be chirpy person..and enjoy life...i tot ure the person i will always look up too..but hell no..u prove me wrong..in fact..i dun even noe the person i use to noe was all dat...was it all an act.... y do i even bother makin myself worry...feeling bad at times how the way u r now...but in the end its not me..ive done all i can alrdy..its u...ure the one huna move doesnt wanna move out of that pathetic bubble of urs...u told me once..take the risk..dats life...well...im doin it..how abt u...??
u wanna waste ur likfe...den go ahead..like u care abt anything...guess i shudnt anymore..
