SHOULD I??

hey guys!well my hols are over, tmrw im goin back to sku!!urghh!!sucks!!!but anyhow..another 8 more weeks or less im goin off man!!i cant wait..really cant..sigh..
anyways..ytd ..yea..wen clubbing..but it was soo boriing....i dunno y..coz maybe claud aint ere..yea she wen back spore for hols..man!I miss her alrdy..haha..no one to club wit..i mean..u noe..gf to club wit...aikss..

ytd i saw him..bartender..oh man!!der i go again...droooling..too afraid to say hie..to afraid to approach him..mamn!my fwen embrassed me infront of him!!wtf man!!>.not onli dat..i embrassed myself too..by how..let me enlighten you..
my fwens ask em to order drinks for them,..from him..fine by me..so i go up..he came and hie..oh btw..he rmbrs my name!!wee..=D...
okok..i asked..

"can i have two shots of vodka and two shots of water...."

his response

"....."

wtf man!!oh shyetttt!!embrassing dude!!!urbhh...den he laff and he said..2 glass of water...omg man!!>.this is ridicolous..i hafta stop acting like dis seriously..i must b brave...(yea rite)...ughhh

anyways..wen back inda early..left red arnd 4..wen eat wit ash..den wen back home..slp..and ere i am..sigh...ere i am..wondering shud i msg him anot...dmn...im skedd....crap..i cant b...just take the farkin chance...heck..we r young..just do it!>.yup...anyways..gtg now..cya!!wish me luck