WHAT IS LOVE?

sometimes i wonder have a ever been in love? like real love?
what is love?how do we know whether we r in love or not? what does it feel?is it just feelings that we have..like a comfartable feeling? if its a feeling..a feeling of belong..comfatable..trust..can we say we r in love wit our fwens as well? coz we r comfatbale wit them..we tell them suff..trust them...so...what is love?

this pass few days it got me thinking...haf a ever been in love..all this time i said " i love you" to them..do i really mean it...?

the first i truly "love"...well..i didnt haf him...i waited for him for 9 months..to figure out that he was still in love wit one girl..his ex... so did i love him?or was just the feeling of liking him and making me wait for him..that i can haf him...?or was it just love?

then there was sean...i always tot i love him...mabye its true i did love him..or maybe its the feeling that..he was the first guy that treated me right..that gave me everything..and when i lost him..i felt..i lost something in me...maybe..that is love..losing something close to u...or maybe its just that u feel insecure...all this while, i always thought sean was the only one that i love..but..now..i dont ever know is it really i love him..or is it just the feeling of insecurity..

jon...man..i dont even knwo where to start...after all this while..maybe i ddint even love him..maybe i didnt at all..i just wanted someone..i just wanted someone to fulfill everything...but y him?i had guys arnd me..i can simply pick of them..but why him?maybe his different..he stands out...but did i really love him?it chud just me..coz im a type of persont hat put my whole heart into one rship..whetehr its gonna b bad or wut..but i onno...did i eevr love jon?

can someone love somebody in a short rship?if love really exist in this two rship..y did we break up?was our love not strong enough..or...was it just not love...

i wonder to myself know...will i ever fall in love...like..i know im in love..and in future refernce i will not haf any doubt abt my feelings for him..
i will never know..

will i ever haf an answer..what is love...