IS IT REALLY OVER THIS TIME?

i always wonder....y do i always let him do this to me...wut is it in him that always make me take him back...

he doesnt even care abt me..he wals away wen i need him..he doesnt bother wen i want to make ammends...y am i always the one that makes the first move...why me???is he really take catchy?i dunno...he makes happy...he really does...but...he can really drop my heart off...is like...this has been goin off n on...i make two steps out..and he throws me back in again..its stupid..i dunno y am i always letting him in..its just....i dunno...

i was pist ytd...and he just walk off..he just did...he never came n tok to me..never..not till; now...he never came at all...

so...is this really going to b it...i mean..can this time..i really let go..can this me the last time...i really want it to b...coz i hate this ...i really do..i dun wanna take 2 steps out..and 3 steps back..i cant afford it...but how..how am i gonna resist this..how am i really goin to shut hm out?how..can i really do it..can i??i really do..really do...i haf to 2 this..

i really do..but sumhow..i know its not gonna make it...i just...life is pretty random.!