WONDER...PONDERR..

hey guys..sighh..class is starting tmrw...ahh...well..actually its not really classes..more like orientation onli...well..im getting my timetable tmrw and shyt stuff...urghh...dun wanna go tmrw..i wanna go home so badly...=(...

my days ere are soo cold...ppl say its not as cold as last yea.r.but still cold for me..urghh...ive been going arnd bying stuff for the new place...* i promise i'll get sum pics for u ok...*..well..todays sunday...and im goin sku tmrw...aiyoo!

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everynite i think to myself..wut is gonna happen..wut is gonna become of us...wut if one of us change hearts..wut if one of us decides to let go..wut if..I deicde to let go?
i sumhow know sumtng is gonna chnage...y? becoz it happen to me before...i told myself..ntg is gonna come between me n Jon..but wut happen...sumtng did...and now..we aint tokin to each otehr...and if this si to happen between me n him...i really dunno wut to do..

right now..im takin one step at the time...im not gonna look at the future..im onli gonna look at tmrw...coz everytime i do...it farks everything up...i wanna get some answers..i wanna know right now wut will happen...but all i get is blanks...mist..

wut will be..will be...thats all i have to say..i'll hang on till i can..till everything dies dwn..


as for now..we'll just wait