THE END OF A LONG ROAD??



hey people..i know i have not been updating my blog for some time..busy with assingments..wen i meany busy..i m serious...i have like 4 assingment due in like 3-4 weeks...omg...this is crazyyy...i hate LCB rite now..

whr am i rite now..im in the library...looking for stuff for my assingment..n guess wut..this guy..approach up and introduce himself..and started askin stuff n all..i was like...errr..wat u wan...omg...and claudia say he was the guy we saw in the club..well..hmm..i dun recall..

anyways..den..he took a pen n paper...n wrote his email..asking me to add him...



wee u see...to all gyuys out there. .word of advise..if u wanna do this tecnique...plz...look at urself in the mirror...if u guys r good looking...ok..do dat..ask the girl to add u..if ure not..plzz....dun do dat...so..rite now..im gonna throw this papaer away...yes...in the bin..urghh,...pathetic...loserrr..



yes...im boredd..hungry..cold....but i dun wanna eatttt.....diet..my fwen say i fat..chubby..omg..and i ate pastry ..which haf loads..heaps..million of sugar in it..coz it was sooou god dmnn...sweeett...i had sugar rush instantly...and i finish the whole thing...congrats to me!!urghh..



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things seems 2 b changing..odd feelings...the anger inside of me..building each time...i have no explanations for it..sometimes i just chundt stand it..i just blast it out...small things makes me feel like screaming..maybe is the stress im having rite now...maybe is just the distance..do we really need the touch of his face...the soft lips on urs..the twinkle in his eyes..do we need that physical feeling on yourself...do we need to see that person in front of u in order to last in a rship...

to me....yes...i always believe in that..belive that in every rship...to hold the bond..u gotta have contact...u gotta have that sense of belonging to that someone...

everything sumhow is going whr i thought its gonna end up...is it me??is it really me? im trying...tryin to make time...but i cant do it anymore..i just cant...coz..my heart somehow cant take it anymore..i dun wanna fall back into whr i was b4..yet...i still am tryin to keep it together...whos getting the most pain..me??him???us??

i have no idea...