PICKING UP THE PIECES...

how many times you can mend a broken piece till u know its not good anymore? how many times u can mend a broken heart till you know you cant do it anymore..?

and how whud you know it will stay together after all that work..

all these answers are on your hand...its up to your strenght..your capability..your trust..your faith...

im willing to give it a try..but the fear is still lingering...its still there..i can feel it...what if in the end of the day..it doesnt work out??wut happens if in the end of the day..everything goes sour...what if..in the end of the day..its all a failure? what happens next? mend the broken pieces ??again? and again?

dont wanna think abt it...dont wanna bother about it...just wanna get through it...wtv will be..will be..i'll strive...i'll push..till i can...i''ll endeavour..no matter wut it takes...i know my past...but my past is done..

i gonna put faith..and think positive..


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i wen dinner ytd in hyatt hotel ..one of their jap restaurant..it was tepanyaki...its pretty grand..actually i haven been eaten tepanyaki before..its all so diff...anyways..the meals were pretty big...but lucky..we didnt order much...n i wasnt full..maybe its coz the meals came dmn long...we were there at 840..we left around..errr...10 ish??my god..haha..
den we wen to spatz and ate desert..yummmm...there were 7 of us...omg..every one of them are older than me..i dun mean like 2 years older..i meant 10 years older...there was a couple wit us thats married....oh my!!...i felt...so....i dunno..sumhow i felt...scared..haha..im gonna b dat old...omg....
anyways..after dat..we wen driving around adelaide..got lost..and came bck...
got home..pretty tired coz i didnt sleep the nit before..and i had a swollen eye...dun ask y..but yea..it took me a while to b pretty ok!haha...=)

anyways..i gtg now..assignment time...urghh

cya guys!