SOME STUFF ARE MEANT TO BE KEPT A SECRET....well well well..ytd was...omg..over the top..everywhr..was..great...was..crazyy..was..omg...wtv happen in the club..stays in the club..
aint gonna get too detail abt it..but yea..had fun..hell yea...drunk??err..high..tipsy...drank alot...HELL YEAHH!hahaha..i dunno wut am i holding on for anymore...i dunno wut am i suppose to do..i cant find a reasonw... to do wut im doing rite now....everythings is slowly falling apart..everything i slowly tearing dwn..
mum use to tellme this.."
the question is not whether you want to do something, is whether are you capable of doing it"...suddenly everything started to make sense in a way that..there are things dat are out of our control..its just what it is..ive
realise alot of things how it will b for me in the future...i will never stay long in a rship at all..never will..not yet..not now...y??im always travelling..im everywhr...even though how hard i wanna try..its not gonna pull it of..unless my bf is wit me all the time..have faith? i kinda give up in faith.. for a long time..y am i so negative?well..coz all these happen to me long ago..yes..we cant compare from previous to current..but ...dont we all learn from the past? so my past has been telling
me this..im never lucky..never had...claud told me..im young..im free..i haf years to come..y do i wanna restrict myself now?? haf fun..be happy..dun think so much...she is right in some way...but sumtimes..u just wanna settle in a comfartable plc and not
move for once..are u capable of doin it?well..dat..is up to u i guess...i dun really know wut to do anymore..i really wanna break free...but i dun wanna hurt anyone..urghh..screw this.im goin to study..or sleep..since i only had 3 hrs of sleep..omg!!eye bagss!!toodles!
