JUST AT TIMES...

its friday alrdy..omg ..time pass sooo dmn fastt...my holidays are coming to an end..n i got a feeling its gonna get even harder...geez..another 2 more months and im done with year 2..well..half way then..the academic part that is..wohoo..cant belive that im gonna graduate in a years time..dmn!!dats freaking fast!

anyways...ive been doing assignments for the pass few days..dats how i spend my holidays!farkin pathectic...was tokin to claud before the holidays and we were planing like..going for movies..and playing paintball..and non of them happen!hah!wut i life..

i mind has been wondering around..just thinking of wut i really want in life...what do i wan right now..wut is it that is important so far..somehow..i haf this attitude i dun give two shyts abt anything..i just do wutever it is..if ppl dun like it..den..fark it..like i care..as well as...i dun really know what i really do want right now..i realise im pretty indesicive alrdy...lol..suee me!..
and not only that..i usually go after thing that are hard to get...are never meant for me..things that are given to me..i kinda toss it away..i know its bad..but..its me..and i was talkint o wevind the other day..and he said that..this is normal..this is human..we usually want something will nevr be ours..
dont u agree??we always want something that we can never haf..i always wanted to alot of things in my life..but most of them i cant have it..and yet i still want them so much..who dont wanna be rich..everyone wanna be rich..is whether do we have the ability to be rich or not..rite?

anyhowww...i rly dunno wut am i talkin here..more like..yambling wtv was onb my head...so..i better get my assignment started..so toodles!