THE PRODIGAL DAUGTHER RETURNS...

hey guys! im back!!ive been MIA for the pass week..well..i gotta clear my head.,..get my shyt tuning agian...but yeah..its still the process..but its much better than b4...hehe..

so i can tell u know..im free...im no longer obligated to anything..anyone..no more adrian..no more arthur..no more nigel..no more anyone!!!..im free!!!...i finally found some peace...i guess dis is gonna my my down peak ...till i hit melb dat is..wohoo!!...melb is gonna b a new whole paradise for me..new fwens..new enviroment..new boys..new drama.,.lol..me n my dramatic life...

the past week make me realise that..ppl will change...short term..loong term..wat so ever...they will..they will love u for a long time..bull!!..they'll b there for u..bull!!...they'll listen to your sorrows..bull!!!>..all BULL!!..these r just words...WORDS...never genuine...never...

ive played my part in this game..its time i retrieve..its time i step out before anything gets even worst..u know wuts funny..i tell u this..is it rational..in ur mind..u wanna kill sumone...then..later on...u get worried..u get scared..not the fear of being caught..the fear of maybe u shouldn't have done that..
i dont und...u wanna go it..then do it..dun go thinking million things abt it later on...

i was so close to seeing GOD in that week..so close of putting that pink pill in..so close to flagging the white flag..but then i stop..sumtng.. hit my head so hard..i thought i really saw GOD...i took the book out..i just flip out a page and this came up.." Plead my cause, O Lord, with those who strive with me; fight against those who fight against me..Take hole of shield and buskeler. and stands up for my help..Also draw out the spear, and stop those who pursue me. Say to my soul, " I am your salvation".."..
For those who read the bibble, it was from Psalm 35..and i read Psalm 38..
how amazing it is wen time like this..the bible is ur saviour...

Now i live my life a day and a time..i thank god at the end of each day for everything he gave me...and i pray that i will never fall back to whr i was before..to give me the courage to resist any temptation..give strenght to move on..
so...dat was one week dat i will never forget..regret wut ive done..nah..not rly..

Anyhow..i wanna say sorry for those who got worried of me soo much..for those who called me 11 times a day..in a day i got like 30 misscalls and at least 12 msges a day..im sorry..

and for pink n ling..for all ur spamming emails and calls..thx..=)..and ling..i know it was hard to get ur bro to ask me how am i.. after wut happen..but yea..thx still...

so yea guys..im back..still the same girl....just a lilttle more better...

im going clubbing this weekend...wohoo!!!...heaven..lol...

c ya guys!!