STILL SICCKK..

sick of wut..everything..im sick..like sick sick..n im sick..sick of life..my freakin body is not helping me at all..god dammit!

anyways..its a tuesday today..didnt go to class..have to finish my major assignment by this week and start on a new one...mutha farker..my life! Jen's life...pathetic!lol...

its suppose to be spring..the the weather is fark up..one min is cold..one min is hot..goshh!!thx to the weather..im like this..i practically lost myapetite..i wanna eat..but sumhow..i cant eat..lol..basically..wut i had ytd was... toast and milo for breakkie...a small portion of pasta for lunch(sucks like crap)..i ate a bun for snack..and i hd banana and pear for dinner..yes..my diet...stupid rite..i aint eating healhy at all..but i cant seem to eat..just..urgh..

i still haven heard anyting on my Melb intern..shyt..i dun wanna go Perth..i wanna go Melb..plz god..plz let me go to Melb..i dun wanna die again...sighh...45 more days till my last paper..gezz...im blrady scared!freakin me out so badly...but think abt it..one more year and im graduating..hah!..weee!!1i can be a official person wit a degree holder!n soon..i'll do my masters..lol..nah..probably later in myt years..need to work and earn money..cant depend on my parents...they have done alot for me...

i cant wait till i finish this year..just wanna relax..and relax..and not think of anyting ..but fun!yes..

anyways..im off..yes assignment..assignment ohh assignment...

cya