THE ANGER BUILD INSIDE

ive been vsery stresfull lately..actually..ive been stresfull ever since this stupid sem started...
but lately..due to exams and assignments crashing onto each other..everything seeems to be even worst..
on top of tht..i didnt get my Holiday Inn job..god knws y..that really knock me off my chair..ytd i had so much anger build inside me..one becoz i was suppose to get a book frm a fwen..and ive waited int he city for half an hour and he didnt farkin pick up his cell..secondly...everytime i think of him..i get rly rly pist off..i dunno..maybe is due to wut had happen the other nite...i felt like a slut...the way he treated me in front of his fwens..i dunno whr to even begin..i dun even wanna start..

today im back in sch..bloggin..as it is only 10 am..and i have my second interview later in half an hr...wtf...i rly haf not mood to do this int anymore..im so scared i might fail aghain..i dun wann g through that dissapointment..im suppose to be home sleeping..suh a nice weather..gloomy...wanna stay in bed..but yet..im here...being a hardworking student..=.=..pfft!!..

well..its officially 3 more weeks till my exams and over..damn..3 more weeks..3 more weeks of torture and condemn..and hell..3 more weeks.

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i cant seem to put myself together anymore...sumhow..i feel like i am abt to explode..there is so much of...emotions in me..i duno how to face him..i dunno how to react to him..will i fall heads to toes again after wht happen...sumhow sumthings telling me i will..but..i need to remain strong..i need to push myself and say no...but how? am i able to decline dis devil inside me...

urgh!!..hate feeling this way..
anyways..im off now..interviews in 10 mins..gotta go to the washroom to wash my face coz im freakin sleepy..as i only slept for 5 hrs last nite!!shyt!!...

cya guys!