TAKE A CHANCE ON ME..

i got to church today..came back to the city for lunch wit jay..got home..and slept..lol..and tis 6 pm rite now..the weather is fark up..it makes me feel like staying in bed the whole day..but i cant..why??assignments!!..bugger!!!

here goes another week..sighh..less than 3 more weeks and its my exams...holy shyt!!>.im freakin out rite now..omg!!urghh!!>.and i haven even hear anything abt my Melb job..fark this shyt man!!Im going crazyyy...plz God..help me!i wan this job really badly..mainly coz i dun wanna lok for another one as its very close to year end..fine!i'll email my useless manager tmrw...urghh..

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i gotta accept the fact that i have ntg common wit him..we dun tok much as usual..its been nearly 2 days we didnt tok...sighh..rite now..i dun even know whether i still wan this as badly as last time..im kinda all over the place...maybe its for the best..keep telling myself this..but sumhow my heart always direct me in the wrong direction...

urgh..i cant think..i'll cont doing my assignment
cya!