EVERYTHINGs COMING BACK AGAIN..

hey guys..been busy ever since i got back frm spore trip..been going out lately..which resulted to flu and acne on my face..great~!!its really really bad!!i dun wanna see anyone at all..lol!!

anyways..spore trip...well..i wont say its dat good..and i wont say its dat abd either...well..lets put it as in the middle...i did sum shoping..a lil eating..and sight seeing...zouk out..well..errr...was fun in the way..boring..in the way..funny..in the way fark up...so yeah!!wasted tickets!!..
preytty much alot of drama in spore..lol..i was pist of every farkin single day..except..for the last 2 days in spore..um hmm..i now can officall tell u dat i am over Geoff...yes i am! we met up on the third day for dinner..he explain to me..i explain to him..and its over..the end!..i found closure and im happy now...and i dun farkin care..i know how many times i haf said this in my blog..but i need a time off frm this kinda of dramas for a while..boy dramas especially...just enough for now..!!

i wont say much abt spore..i'll let the pics do all the talking..

ytd nite..i wen to MOS...wohoo!!the crowd...was..omfg!i neevr seen a club pack like dat be4...i mean..not even in isobar or red...wow!it was good..didnt drink alot..of...alot of stuff happen that nite..haha...wtv happens in MOS stays in MOS...um hmm=P...met alot of stella ppl der..holy shyt..omg man!small world!everyone knows everyone...i was damn busdy ytd..meeting ppl ere n der...night ended pretty early as we headed to the mamak as the boys were hungry...chilled for a bit..and left abt 3 plus...arthur send me home..we kinda wen to the park and chill and tok.it was pretty refreshning to know wuts going on..anyways..reach bck abt 5..slept...woke up..headed to sunway to collect my stuff..had lunch..came back n sleep!!omg!im soo dmn sick!...my face..omg!i wanna cry man!!sighhh..i got 3 more weeks till i head back to melb and haf no idea wen im coming back again..sighh..sumhow..i dunno y but..i got the feeling dat this whud b the last time for everything in KL...seems like everything is coming to the end..but who am i to control destiny and the future right?

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sumtimes i feel god is very unfair..y must He do this to us...y when there is a chance for us to be somehting real..sumthing dat is gonna last...sumthing dat both parties would want..there is always a pull factor that pull us apart...throughout this 5 months..i always thought dat the feelings has fade away..i always thought that i am done..but..but..its still there...God is playing wit me...God is playing wit us..wut is He trying to tell us..is He trying to direct us to the right path or is He asking us to make this happen out of our own will, faith and strenght??
u know the feeling wen ppl say "so close yet so far"...i actually know how it feels right now...

it suddenly all came back to me again..the touch..the longing..the warm feeling..everything came right back..rushing..gushing tru my veins..i could feel it again..its still there..and its still fresh..and all these while..i th0uht it was over...but i guess its still three...all these while i was lying to myself..or maybe i just didnt notice..dufff!!=/..

but wat can we do right??we both know we r not gonna go back dwn the same path...all we haf is just one road...to move on
now the question is..can we and do we want to..
why wen i wan this so badly..y cant it happen..once in my life i wan sumthing..i wanna settle wit this..but why?!

anyways..im off to bed...my nose is driving my nuts...and i need sleep!heaps of sleep! shall continue my emoness some other day and o'll put up the pics soon!hugssss