IM BACK!!!MISS ME??

hey guys!i am back in KL right now..after the long MIA process im finally back..well..i haf reasons for being missing for so long...1 coz i have exams..so it was hell for me..but finally its over...2 its becoz my internet when over the limit..so i cant come online..3 i was in Melb for holidays wit pink and ling..hehe..so dats is y i wasnt online for so donkey years and have not been updating my blog...so whr shud i start...

AFTER PARTY
well right after exams...obviously i partied till dawn...wen out..wen clubbing...wen eat out wit fwens..yadi yada...yup yup...it was sooo good to relax again...i forogt how nice and enjoyable it is...sighhh...yeap..pack my bag..and left for Melb on monday...woootzz

Melbourne
Melb was great!!!we stayed at the Langham hotel...was kinda nice hotel..aint that grand..but hey..its just for accomodaion...=)..as sum of u guys know..ling and pink came to Melb wit muah...we had heaps of fun..shop around...drank..drank..food was...OMFG...OVER THE TOP.....brilliant..cant wait to work in Melb come January..wohoo!!haha..=D...things came to an end soon..as i was onli there for 3 days..i left on thursday evening..and now..im home..!!


i still need to party...dammit...i need to really relax man!!sighhh..im meeting my babe soon..yay!!!i miss her sooo much..i met up wit ch the first day i came back..met wev and arthur ytd nite and stevens...
i have not met the rest of the ppl yet..but soon...plz guys...relax...i'll catch up wit u very very soon..let me arrange my shyt and all and im sure to call u guys out ok!..so koon and carl and thhe BE gang...plz...chill!!stop nudging me online...dammit!!!=/..

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omg...the feeling..the rush...the adrenaline..the cold sweat...all at once...i dunno why...why was i feeling so agitated...i just couldnt stop playing scenarios over n over my head..i wanna do sumtng...i wanna hang..i wanna b like b4...but..but i know i cant..i cant do this anymore..its wrong..to put a person in that misery again...maybe i still do haf at least a lil spark...maybe there is still sumthing there...burried deep inside...but...im just ignoring it due to the fact that i just dun wanna hurt anyone anymore..i do admit...im selfish..i do admit..i wan more..but..im only human rite...urghh..
bad jen!!!geez..

anyways..gtg run now...unpack my stuff and change and go off!cya guys soon!!!

ps: arthur and ch can u plz stop complaning that u guys dun und wut im typing..if u dun!sddup or just click the X button on ur top right screen!!!ishh!!!!