GET ME OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE!

hey guys!!im in melb arldy..its my secnd day and im hating it here so much...!!why!!becoz my stupid accomodation suck balls!!!first off got no pillows, then, got no hot water..then its not in the city,..then the ppl ere r all chinese ..if not chinese cant communicate in eng..farking hell!!great man!!not onli dat..one washing machine for all 9 units...and then...one toilet for 5 person..not only that..we hafta wash the toilets...like a roaster..mahai!!farking hell!!u say wash my own toilet i dun mind..farker...sharing summore..tiu!!!arghhh!!oh btw..its a buddist association accom...omg!!take me out of here...

besides that, 2 days here..two hell tiring days..been moving stuff to my new plc..getting stuff and all..omg!!wanna die man!!...and melb city..its...SO FARKIN HUGEEE!!....and its so dmn conjested man!!...seriouslyu..its dmn hugee....urghh....well at least there is a small "city" nearmy area..so anything i want can get from there...um hmm=)..

melb is cold rite now..i know..its summer..=.=...but yea..freaking cold..onli at nite whens there is no sun..and in the morning...
sides dat..i got my weekend..and monday..on tues im starting my work at 7 am!! 7 in the farkin morning...omg!!...well i just wnana work more hours..coz wtv exp its on me..omg man!!die die...after cant pay rent
lol...!!=/..other than dat...i guess thats pretty much it...yeap...my gfs coming next week..omg!!can u plz bring me home wit u guys!!..=/..
and guys its 3 hours ahead of ur time..those in kl ok..sighh
i miss u guys back in KL!!=(...

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i dunno wut to do rite now...really dun...its only been 2 days..and sumhow i feel like its forever..i dunno wut am i goona do..how am i gonna do this..but wat the heck...i misss it...everything i do..i just hope dat i had him wit me...sumhow this goodbye is much harder than the others...everytime i look at my cell i always hope there is a text..everytime im online..i hope he ws there..i wanna text him..i really do..but..i gotta let him do wut he has to do....hes not mine anymore..i can do this rite...?i know i can..time will tell..everywhr i go..i wish hes here..i sumhow will imagine wut he will say..driving me mad...

i was watching Night in Rodenthe on the plane..omg!!i cried..i was tryin to hold the tears..trust me..if im not in the plane or anywhr public..i'll start crying like mad...i wanna get the dvd...its such a beatiful story..i seriously salute nicholas sparks..u never know when u will lose sumone u love..i love every bit of this movie..

i really wish there was something more than this..i wish there is another way...

but....

i misss u...