SLEEP AND MORE SLEEP

In these pass two days, I have been sleeping for 26 hours!!
Why??

Cause I suddenly had very high fever on Monday morning. Well I kong-ed out at 2am on Sunday, cause I have already "up there"..the next morning, my body was aching, and my body was heating up. Pop 2 pills, trying to make myselg sweat, which is hard cause I can't sweat easily. Pop another 2 panadols 4 hours later. Slept till about 6 30. Well, evetually my fever came down.

Worst, it kinda killed my taste bud!! I came back from dinner and pop another 2 more, just incase the fever came back and always I was having a bad migrain! My head is killing me! Slept about 12, woke up around 11 today.
Migrain was even worst, i was seriously crying for my mum !!!! Force myself to get up, eat a little, as I have not eaten a proper meal the day before; took 2 breads and pop another 2 panadol for my migrain. So total up I took 8 panadols in two days. And I am about to pop another, cause my migrain is acting up again and I am at work!!
My gosh! I wanna kill myself so badly now.

And I am really freaking myself out. I kinda check the Swine Flu symptoms, and it was like this

-fever, which is usually high, but unlike seasonal flu, is sometimes absent (check)
-cough (check)
-runny nose or stuffy nose (check)
-sore throat (not really)
-body aches (nope)
-headache ( Migrain counted?)
-chills (cold)
-fatigue or tiredness, which can be extreme
-diarrhea and vomiting

-Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough (yes, I was healed, and now i got it back again)

How !!!????!!!3/4 of these symptoms I check every of them! OMG im freakin out right now. Should I go to the doctor???=(

I got another 2 more days at work and I am fre!!! Yay!!! Cant wait to just get out of this uniform !!

15 more days and counting..

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It's all because,

I waited for so long,

you showed me you were the one,

I gave you my heart,

right from the very start so,

Every time you lied, I knew a side,

Get another chance,

I was hurting I was broken I stayed so long and that’s why you didn’t think I’d move on,

It’s all because,

I loved ya (because)

I held ya (because)

I believed ya (because)

you’re not what I needed,

I’m stronger, (because)

I’m better (because) without ya,(because)

You thought I’d be in peaces,

(because) (you thought I’d be in peaces)(Because)

I loved ya (because)

I loved ya (because) I loved ya You gave me,

just one thing, but taken from the beginning

You left me a heart ache,

how much more could I take,

With every alibi that made me cry I'd still give you more,

I should've given up, when I had had enough,

But I stayed too long, that's why,you didn't think that I'd move on,

It’s all because, I loved ya (because)

I held ya (because)

I believed ya (because)

you’re not what I needed,

I’m stronger, (because)

im better (because) without ya (because)

You thought I’d be in peaces,

because (you thought id be in peaces)

I loved ya (because) I loved ya (because)

I made a mistake of giving me to you,

I made a mistake of giving me to you,

I made a mistake of giving me to you,

I made a mistake of giving me to you

It’s all because,

I loved ya (because)

I held ya (because) I believed ya (because)

you’re not what I needed,I’m stronger,

(because) I'm better (because) without ya,

(because)You thought I’d be in peaces,

because (you thought id be in peaces) because,

I loved ya (because) I loved ya (because)Because,

because I loved ya