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Date / Time : Thursday, January 07, 2010 / 8:10 AM
IT'S NEVER ENOUGH, IT'S NEVER RIGHT...
hey guys! happy new year. Sorry have not been blogging much, been a bit tied up for the past few days. Yes I am back in KL now, I am kind of grounded. Sigh. Long story.
Anywhooo, my Christmas and New Years Eve celebration was rather, hmm, how should I decribe it, rather mellow? Rather quiet and totally a different scene. Nope, no clubbing, nope not getting drunk, and yes I know, you can't believe it right. Oh well.
My New Years was "fucking" great start, note the " "...and from there till now, I honestly can tell you I am not enjoying one bit at all. It is not all cause I am grounded, but yeah, other things as well. Oh well.
Have you guys encounter problems like, when you are trying to change yourself from before, people tend to always bring the past back to you, when you are trying to run away from it? When you try to prove yourself you are changing and they doubt you so badly, that you think "what's the point"?
It is so frustrating isn't it? Everytime there is a constant pull that tries to make you fail? Sickening isn't it?
I don't get it, when the world wants us to change, but yet, still undoubtly wants us to fail, then why bother asking us to? and the fact that we do want to change for the better, and yet, they still want us to fail
So what now? Do we continute even though the world looks at us like that? Or do we just remain as how we are and let them accept us for who we are???
