Empty, betrayed, these feelings feel familiar.
Don't want to laugh, cause it will not help, but don't want to cry as it will make you worse. So what do you do?
Feeling like your hearts gonna fall apart, but that's not the end, soon you feel like your life is falling apart. And then here goes, it plays with your mind, thinking it will never end, and how much this person has done to you, it is impossible to stop loving them. Cause, the person who hurts you the most is the person who love most.
On top of that, no one understands how you feel, because it hasn't happen to them yet.